Mom was active today. She would walk about 20 to 25 feet and sit down. She would sit for 20 minutes then I would coax her back up to walk. It has been a weird day. The only crocheting I got done was almost half of my square of the day.
Mom was sitting and I sat in a chair right in front of her. She glances at me and she says,"Who lets go of their mother?". I was floored! Speechless! Then she said it again! After that she just kept saying the word mother and let go. She talked in weird ramble sentences with those words. I wanted to share that with my siblings, but my sisters would think I just made it up! I was so disturbed by those sentences. Less then an hour later she sat down in the hallway to rest. I started to walk away from her. I was going a few steps so I could lean on a door way going into a room. She blurted out, "Are you going to leave me?" in a panicked, anxious voice. I ran to her and hugged her and said I would never leave you. She clung to my arm. I was bummed the rest of the day. I was up till midnight last night so being tired makes me more emotional.
The sentences she said disturbed me. I thought about sending it to my sisters anyway because even if they don't believe I'm telling the truth. I know I am. They don't really like me anyway so I have nothing to lose so I sent it. Sister # 2 commented that was weird. But I heard nothing from sister # 1.
What a day.
I had to finish my square of the day here at home. I got nothing done today! I feel bad I don't have anything about crochet to talk about tonight. Sorry.
A plain white square!
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