Ugh!

I woke up this morning very, very, sick. I had to call nursing home and tell them I wasn't coming! I hate not going. I was supposed to go to a 3 year olds birthday party tonight! I was really looking forward to it. I hate to admit it but I don't have friends anymore. When I started taking care of my parents 7 years ago I didn't have time for them so I had to quit hanging out. Priorities come first, meaning my parents and my own immediate family. I just wanted to go and have some fun tonight! Talk to real adults! No sense in crying it won't change it. I have slept almost all day. No crochet today. Well I made my square for the day. Took me 4 hours stopping and starting. Ugh.

Here's my square for today.